angelofthursdaycastiel: 

Castiel knew it was wrong to want this.  Not only was Ruby a demon, but she was Sam’s.  However, the angel still found himself thinking about her no matter what he was doing - he couldn’t stop no matter how much he tired.  The fact that Castiel had agreed to join Ruby and Sam on a hunt didn’t help his feels at all, if anything it only made them worse.

Castiel sat across from them in the booth at the little diner they stopped at for lunch.  Sam and Ruby were sitting there giggling about something Castiel could only guess was some joke only the two of them would understand, while Sam smiled and fed her a french fry.  Both seemed to forget that the angel was still sitting there.  Did he say something reminding them that he was still here, or did he sit there and watch as the girl he grew to love was giggling and being fed fries by someone other than him?

He continued to think this over still watch the two; however, his eyes seemed to watch Ruby more to be honest.  He continued this until Sam stood saying how he would be right back.  Then there two.  Just Castiel and Ruby.

Castiel sat there and bit his lower lip as he thought out the next little move he was about to do.  Would he live to regret this?  Sure. Would Sam be upset at him for this?  Most likely.  However, this didn’t stop the angel as he leaned over the table leaning in closer to Ruby.  

Ruby looked up from her plate just in time to see Castiel before his lips were pressed to her gently in a kiss.